i am a civilain and honor and respect many local officers and emt and fire dept personal and always have room for one in my personal life.,AS WELL IN MY FRIENDS BOX.

so i feel first impressions are not always right. and there is good and bad in ever person and every job.i have been in trouble my self . but am proud of my self i have never been in jail or killed anyone. at our annual september fest in schaumburg il we have 75,986 people in my town for 20 plus years i an i know alot fo people. and alot fo people dont like me. and i except that. i know what is to be like-loved and hated all in one,. ask my family members i have a list of 14 of them who dont like me or respect me as of today and the last 40 yrs of my life. have protected me and destroyed me or at least tried to and did not succeed. ILLUSION AND FANTASY . ARE MY WORLD IN THE PAST. thats how my adopted mom wanted to me. she is a sicilian and mean and has taught many things. how to suurvive and get what u want in life just like a putbulls reputation. she has taught me to fight for waht i want and makes me the STRONG WOMAN i am today..and one day i will find just a strong man to stand next to me and not behind or be afraid of me and understand me from inside out and let me be free and have the active choice that god as given me at birth. and let me be me. and also protect me when i am weak.
so please anyone who wants comment on this u can.,
bu t my point is i have to give credit where credit is due,.my adopted father was from kly one of 11 and he was a blonde version of elvis.and he retired health reason as a cop in il to move to san fransicoand be a p.i . i have not seen him since i was 15. but he ownes a part of my heart and always will. he wanted me to be a cop my mom wanted me to be a vet what did i do rebel and became a wife-mom and a care giver-teacher and coaxh to all
from your very own UnknownANGEL32

thank u for the thoughts and the post i agree i do love them but i cant let it slip by with out them knowing how bad they hurt and cut me so deep that it was my job to heal myself not wait for them to do it out of guilt.i am no judge .but i will be fun to have handcuffs and the power to correct them if they get out of line again lol